Parlay Memories – 2009

~Walking hand and hand with Sir on the paths

~bringing breakfast in bed

~morning coffee

~bonding with family, sharing in the joy of those i care about

~hearing good girl spoken in THAT tone for the first time

~being superfierce

~Topless softball

~naked swimming

~giving foot rubs in the oasis

~borderless communication

~discovering new interests

~ponies, ponies, ponies

~4 AM discussions around the firepit

~7AM discussions in front of HQ

~Topping an actual person…um…well sort of

~hanging with friends, old and new

~being stolen in the night by delightfully wicked, fearsome Lady Captains

~playing dress up

~beginning to learn to spin poi

~having the space, freedom, and time to just be who i am

Thank you to Mom and to Uncle Frazier and the Staff who made camp such an amazingly special experience…you truly outdid yourselves.
“Camp is a baptism for me” is what came to my mind at the half way point of my time there. I am not speaking of a baptism in a spritual sense or of passage, but more of the rebirth sense. My personal kink life had been in a bit of a funk. It had grown stagnant and to be very honest boring. I don’t know really why this had occurred but these things just happens from time to time in any activity one partakes Stress, job pressure and so on caused me to not have the love for my other part of life.
From the moment I crossed the gate and arrived from a bullet run from school, a pit stop at the Vince Lombardi rest stop then camp at an extremely late hour, I knew I was in the right place to get my train back on the track. Seeing the concern of my , close local friends smiling and saying “R—- you made it, we were afraid you would not be there on time.” and then slowly meeting those I meant in the cyber world and then meeting new friends, I knew I was in the right place.
I can’t pick one memory that stands out in my mind. I think my memories come forth from the love and feeling of the fact that I was part of a new and one kinky family. The care that we all show for each other I was something I have not seen or experienced from some time. New strangers that I have meant I felt connection after a few moments to being brothers or sisters with, and if anyone that knows me for some time I don’t throw out that term lightly.
By any means necessary I will make it to camp next year. I now understand its lure. I can’t wait to see the new friends I made and also look forward to, like was encouraged of me, bring new ones.
Thank you Susan, thank you Uncle Frazier, for providing this camp for all of us and also thanks to all that attend that make camp one welcoming place.

The Top 5
– waking up to the smell of Ironass in the morning and the goodnight and good morning routines we found
– taking the topping cherry of the man that I love the most
– finally getting to do something I’ve been fantasizing about since I was 4 and seeing his reaction over and over again
– having a fantasy I’ve been having for months and months played out in my kidnapping – thanks everyone!
– all of the time I spent with Uncle Ed and becoming the newest member of his family

How many days until Camp?
Hearts!

Memories from the Red Ass Inn:
The best wakeup calls; watching a kitty and a fish live together; walking naked in the rain; the girls from Jersey (one that I got and one that got away); working on my suspension technique; Mr. B and the Hawaiian shirts; thanks to Lew for telling me about the little electric stinger (still looking for that website); the hot redhead with the big boobs and the never-ending smile; seeing Ironass staked out on the grass; admiring the tack and gear on the ponies; hugging ten every day; the beautiful wardrobe of the Lady’s Tea (I thought I was at Ascot); having the best neighbors a guy can have (M’Lord Paul and Lady Jo); and the greatest gift a Top can get, literally 30 minutes before I left, and I’ll never forget it. The most amazing experience of my life.

Oh the memories!!

Getting my chest cutting done

Sex outside

Killing time by beating Noodle

Peeing on Ironass

getting to Be on the other side of the whip.

Getting to walk around wearing nothing but beads.

Hearing a Dom utter these words after getting hit with a single tail. “Shit! These things hurt! This is way more fair then I am used to playing”

so many thoughts and memories to share, two different times People I cared about let me be a part of their celebrations, one to handfast, one to afirm love, but one of the best times came on sunday night, It was raining and I was going back to my cabin to pack for the journey home the next morning when someting told be otherwise and I told ironass to get a cab, we are going to my cabin, what followed is a scene that I will remember with the same fondness I do with all the times I reached beyond where most people play and touched a heart, joined a spirit and rode the winds of love. if you want to know about the scene you will have to check with him. but know that it will always be in my memory.
thank you to everyone at camp who allowed me to touch into their lives, thank you for your smiles, your laughter and your tears and do me one favor…..
Keep camp in your heart, all year, at all times, when you look at someone…. see them at camp!
Peace! Daddy/Mommy/Uncle Ed

-Walking into the Bondage for Sex class and seeing two of my crushes (one whose attendance at camp was a complete surprise)…gotta love that weak-in-the-knees feeling!

-Having the opportunity to connect with one of my crushes, who ended up being the first person I played with and one of the last people I saw when leaving (if you thought I made “delicious noises” during that scene, just wait ’til next time *wink*)

-Seeing the smiles on my girl’s face and her never-ending, upbeat, radiation of utter happiness

-Lewbari Rope Olympics…Thanks Stuart for allowing this Rope Slut some time in her happy rope subspace! 🙂

-Reaching a personal breakthrough

-Most of all, being given the opportunity to give back to Mom, Uncle Frazier and the community by volunteering a bit of my time…they may have been relieved to have some extra help, but I was honored to give back (even just a little) to people who have given me so much. Words cannot express my gratitude.

So many memories, so little time…

– feeding both the voyeur and the sadistic sides of me with lots of naked virgins AND getting an award for it
– the joy inherent to seeing so many of those we’ve missed for the better part of a year and feeling the love we all share
– introducing camp to my “sister” and getting abuse a lovely little “virgin camp slut” while doing so
– converting vanillas one rope dress at a time
– providing catharsis for a girl through rough body play
– introducing someone to the good side of single tails
– abusing a mommy and making her smile a LOT
– slipping around in chocolate with dear old friends and a couple new ones
– yummy times at the spa
– evil laughs in little girls ears
– making an edge player cry out in pain
– being invited to break bread with a wonderful family
– watching my little girl get abused, repeatedly, by many different sadistic types
– tears with mom
and oh so many more than I can put to words right now….perhaps they will follow later

Oh where to begin..
*Kidnapping Painboy twice..and getting away with both of them thanks to my wonderful co-consiprators!
*Getting kidnapped by a group that I could trust to push my limits. I may never go out the front door of the dining hall ever again, but that’s ok.
*Seeing my submissive get a brand. I am so proud of you.
*Getting a brand myself, and the support that EVERYONE gave.
*Talking to many new people.
*Cabin F..that is all I have to say…a great group of people.
*Presenting for the first time with Painboy, and then crucifying him. There were people from the camp staff watching.
*Pudding wrestling. We start planning NOW for next year.
*Co-topping with Bernie.
*COCONUT QUEENS RULE!
Many more memories, but these are the clearest.

Every single minute of camp is a memory not to be forgotten, but what stands out more than anything were the number of people that took time out from making their own camp memories to help with one of mine. Uncle Ed, Auburn Vixen, Pennie, Maya, Dana and piper, the littles, and especially Susan, you all went above and beyond to see to it that my anniversary gift/ceremony to quiet was more than I could have imagined. It showed me that I absolutely made the right choice in where and how to celebrate. And showed me that we are all very much family even if I didn’t even know you before hand. The fact that such generosity and love can come from complete strangers is such a huge example of what camp is all about. Thank you Susan for allowing my needs to be important enough to add them to your enormous list of things to do. I appreciate you, your staff, your campers and everyone immensely!!!

let me first say thank you to everyone who made my first camp so much fun…yaaaa *claps my fishie fins*

… thank you Frazier and Mom both for this wonderful weekend, as well as to the rest of the staff for all their hard work and to the other peeps behind the scenes helping out…BIG HUGGS to you all 🙂

as to memories…off the top of my head…
-being nakid and outside enjoying the sun and fun (wanna bottle that and bring it home)
-the wonderful peeps me met all weekend..(huggs my new found friends)
-my bedmate for 6 days in a row 😀
-“you wouldnt be bi by chance?”…and a almost “happy ending”…hehe
-yummy stuff that found its way to my boobies, bum and puss (grins)
-jokes and giggling between wacks..(im still not a smartass ..seriously…giggles)
-being tossed up on the block in my fishie tail

and the ones that make me smile the most…
-distracting the auction with a blow job in the front row (blush n grins)
-and the BEST fucking orgasim i have ever had (sorry if i distracted any in the “pleasure a penis” class, tho i wouldnt have missed that scene for anything..HELL NO…*giggles*)

…and to Sir, thank You for letting Your lil fishie enjoy this whole expierence…i love You SIr.
wow…. so many memories and so little time!

Riding down to Camp with Ironass!!!!!!!!!!! (it was really cool hehe)
Getting to Camp and immediately getting to get into ponyplay..
Getting to snuggle with piper….
popping Angies real life pony cherry!
Amazing and awesome conversations with SO many people i’ve chatted with Online but never had the chance to meet before!
getting to be in the BESTEST BEST CABIN EVER!!!!!!!!!!! ( i loves you Mommy Ten!) GO CABIN T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Getting to pounce Daddy immediately upon His arrival at Camp (yay fresh meat!)
getting to watch Quin’s Sacrafice!
Watching the Coconut Queens Sacrafice of Daddy… (hehe almost died laughing!)
Watching some really awesome Kidnappings! including Uncle Eds.. (hehe next year i’ll be brave and sign up for one….. )
spending time with my family and friends and making a few new ones!
Getting to Top a couple awesome people and acknowlaging that i am indeed a switch…… sometimes.
Watching CK and Daddy and Painboy getting branded… and having hysterics afterwards. ( ty to all who participated and helped all of us during and after)

~Walking hand and hand with Sir on the paths

~bringing breakfast in bed

~morning coffee

~bonding with family, sharing in the joy of those i care about

~hearing good girl spoken in THAT tone for the first time

~being superfierce

~Topless softball

~naked swimming

~giving foot rubs in the oasis

~borderless communication

~discovering new interests

~ponies, ponies, ponies

~4 AM discussions around the firepit

~7AM discussions in front of HQ

~Topping an actual person…um…well sort of

~hanging with friends, old and new

~being stolen in the night by delightfully wicked, fearsome Lady Captains

~playing dress up

~beginning to learn to spin poi

~having the space, freedom, and time to just be who i am

Thank you to Mom and to Uncle Frazier and the Staff who made camp such an amazingly special experience…you truly outdid yourselves.

*Spinning fire and giving fire hugs to family of choice

*Learning new tricks (even if it involved literally beating myself up)

*Spinning poi and sarongs really do not mix!

*”Please, dirty little slut, may I come?”

*Begging to orgasm…then begging to stop

*Impromptu play in the Oasis

*Cuddling with dear friends

*Switching with a fellow switch

*Boa breast bondage and feather flogging

*Feeling free and at home and loved

*The joy of nudity

*Being able to *walk* anywhere I wished to go

*Seeing fairies and Rainbow Brite and Santa and Teletubbies

*Letting go of (some of) my inhibitions

Memories – Remembering 12 years ago when we first thought about how someday we would have Memories.

Thank you can not begin to express how deeply I was touched by My Love’s surprise anniversary celebration. I understand it was only because of so many wonderful people who offered to help that it went off so smoothly a surprise that I will never ever forget. Thank you all each and every one of you.

First Day Headquarters…..a Mom Sandwich …..Yummy…..I know you like being squished as much as we like squishing…..grin….

Setting up Camp ….why does it seem to take hours when in reality its it only minutes….HHHmmm cause I wanna be somewhere else ?

Dana and Piper – So Proud to be able to call you guys friends ….so very very happy we met you guys last year …and lucky lucky lucky we live next door …..werent we all surprised at that last year at dinner in the dinning hall …and now today we share so many wonderful memories with you guys ..Thanks for the Hard work and I mean hard work and commitment it takes to put on such a wonderful pony Show

Seeing all my pony friends for the first time Not in Tack….feeling out of sorts …..cant wait to pony up …..grin ….

Popcorn under the stares with friends ….real friends the ones who share your interests the ones you can really tell all your thoughts to with NO monitoring of what you say

Surprising Daddy with my sweet innocent little ….grinning from ear to ear …..twirling around and giggling as Daddy takes it all in …..including me …giggle…

Practice …Practice….Practice for the show…..

Plowin the fields in the show …..thinkin about Daddy Plowing the…….

The New Tradition of Massages after the Pony Show…..huge grin …Thank you Master Jeff and Bree

Feeling the cold rain touch my naked body……feeling the tightness of the cuff’s …..feeling the tender fingers of another ….wrapped around a pole……feeling the burning licking of various items sharp, stingy, thuddy, biting into my flesh and remembering which number I am on when the time comes to say 7 thank you Ma’am …..Loving the feeling of complete surrender and the depth to which I sink ….Mmmmm….Why do we have to come home ? ? ?

Packing up …..wishing we didn’t have to …..

Playing at the Rodeo…..fun fun fun thank you Ms Nikki and stable….

Saying good bye to everyone …..better yet …saying See Yah All Next Year
W/w were able to really be O/ourselves 24/7 without life getting in the way, without vanillas getting in the way and able to feel the warmth and love of over 300 of the most open and wonderful people on earth. W/we got to spend time with old friends who we haven’t seen for a year as well as make many new friends.

W/we love our cabin family and get along fantastically. We now are up to 9 beautiful souls to share the cabin with. W/we love Mom for all the wonderful things she does to make this a fantastic camp and are greatful to the fantastic staff who keep things running smoothly.

We skinny dipped every day, and as Uncle Frazier suggested at every meal, “We got nekkid and played” in several unique places! The ‘play cabanas’ are fantastic! The dungeons have the most fantastic equipment you ever did see. W/we loved the pimped out spanking bench! 🙂

The classes were fantastic- i spent an hour and a half playing with cock and Master spent an hour and a half playing with pussy- the majority of our cabin was there, too! Master and i had a fantastic time putting those skills to good use on a blanket under the stars.

Little “s” got to come out to play play play, too. There are lots more things i could mention, but campity camp camp makes me a tired girl! Let’s just say that i wouldn’t miss Camp Crucible for anything in the world. It was just the kind of vacation i needed.